Good Times

I just read the real lyrics to the show, "Good Times" and I feel like those lyrics are prevalent to my life this semester.

Good Times

Anytime you meet a payment...

Good Times

Anytime you're out from under

Not getting hassled, not getting hustled

Keeping your head above water

Making a wave when you can

Temporary lay-offs

Good times...

Scratching and surviving

Good times...

Ain't we lucky we got them

Good Times

Things are looking up school wise, but I am still feeling like I am stuck in a rutt. I started work already and I really liked it. It was like talking on the phone for 8hours/day and getting paid for it. For the past few days, I have not been able to sleep and get up in the morning. For example, today I laid around ALL DAY! I didn't get out the bed and wash up until 5pm. I just couldn't get up. I don't know what's going on, but I am going to push myself to get up every morning and work out to get my adrenaline and blood pumping. I can't flunk anymore classes and stay here any longer. Besides, I need my financial aid.

Speaking of working out...I really want to start working out again because I am not happy with my body. I have a list of different surgeries I am going to get when I get my body together. I am getting an abdominoplasty which is the reduction of my abdomen. I hate that my stomach hangs low. The next surgery is a brachioplasty which is the reduction of my arms. I have the largest "Popeye" arms. I can't even find cute shirts and jackets because of my arms. They fit really tight. The next surgery is a butt implant/uplift. I want my butt to be fuller in the middle. Then I will get liposuction to get rid of the "hard to get rid off fat" on my body, especially my back/butt. It looks like my butt is big but that is just my back full of fat. And last but not least, I am going to get a breast reduction/uplift. Those are my plans in the near future...at least before I get married. Those things must be done before my wedding. And that is because I am not comfortable being naked alone, let alone with a man.

I saw "Birth" and "Alexander". Both of those movies were button pushers. With "Birth", Nicole Kidman is being haunted by the spirit of her late husband who happens to be in the body of a 10-year-old. It was crazy because in one scene, Nicole and the boy were in the tub together. I was tripping! Nothing happened but just the fact that they filmed such a film...or even wrote something that sick. One man was laughing. He probably was a perverted pedophile. Then in "Alexander", Colin played a bi-sexual soldier. I know those times were free when it came to sexuality, but to really show it was sick! Thank God I didn't see him kiss a man, but there were lots of "looks" and "touches". One scene was when Colin got into the bed naked and his servant (who was gay) turned off the light. We were left to believe that they slept together. When that happened, about 7 guys walked out. If it were a woman who was getting in the bed naked, they wouldn't trip. But because it was a man, they stormed out. I can say that Colin has a bangin' body!!!! And the other scene that I was tripping on was when he first slept with Rosario Dawson. She was completely nude. That scene was steamy!!! Around 11:15pm, I got up to leave so I wouldn't be late for curfew. As I was walking out the door, this chubby nerdy white guy was standing there watching the movie. He held open the door for me. I wouldn't have thought anymore of it until I noticed he walked out the movie instead of going back in. I immediately got nervous and grabbed my keys in a defensive manner. He lingered in the lobby as I walked out the theatre. He walked out behind me, still lingering around. I started walking with a quick pace and it seemed like he was following behind me. He was afar off in following me but had I not had my keys prepared to open my door, he would've caught up with me. Then it was the way he was walking. He was lingering and looking around to see who was in the parking lot. I opened my door quickly and immediately locked the door and started the engine. He then walked to a car and got in with some people sitting in the back seat. I am so glad that I am not naive nor defenseless. But that was crazy. I am trying to finish typing everything but I took some cold pills and they are making me drowsy.