Dreams

I have been having the craziest dreams lately. Last night, I had a dream that I was kidnapped. A group of people all went to this place and they tricked us off the bus. When we got off the bus, these guys bound our hands and led us to different rooms. I was lead to this small dark classroom. I just remember not wanted to be in there alone. There was one window facing outside. Outside was like desert-like with brown dirt/dust on the ground and scarely scattered trees. Some way, I undid my shackles and roamed around in the room. I think I even escaped at one time but was caught.

Then the next segment was me at the Cleaners working. There was this lesbian-type chick that worked there and she was so mean. I tried ignoring her but she was so unpleasant. I think either Candace or myself decided to kill her. Candace went to Grandma's house and I stayed in the Cleaners. I was hiding behind the clothes and deciding when I was going to attack. When I did decide to attack, I came from behind the clothes, grabbed a knife and stabbed her in the stomach. She grabbed the knife and tried to fight back. I remember feeling so icky because I could feel her life oozing out of her body. There was a particular feeling of discomfort by killing her. She was a fighter and wouldn't just die. So I sliced open her stomach and her insides fell out. I then cut the tip of her tongue off and left her at the front counter. Apparently there was another dead chick in the back of the Cleaners. I left and went to Grandma's house. Candace was in the front room watching television and I told her that it was done. I left to go to bed and saw that Grandma moved her room to Kathy's old room and had twin beds line next to each other from one side of the room to the next. All the kids were lying int the bed complaining about having to share a room. Moments later (or maybe the next day), Candace and I went to the Cleaners and the bodies were discovered. I then rememberted that I had not cleaned my fingerprints off of anything. Then I remembered that the police always catches the killer. I began to think of all my mistakes. I was trying to remember if I had staged it to look like it was a crime of passion but Candace said that the two girls did not know each other. Then I thought of the weapon and how the girl's handprints would be on the front of the knife since she was fighting and would prove that she didn't kill herself. As we sat on the steps in front of the Cleaners, I realized that I was going to get caught and go to jail. I then began to imagine how long I would be convicted and what I would be charged with. I then became terrified with fear of going to jail instead of finishing school.

The next segment was me at school getting in the pool. I was challenged to race some chick in the pool. I started horribly and was swimming so slow. My arms couldn't go any faster and I was tired. I got out the pool later than everyone else and went to the classroom. They were learning physiology and I didn't have a clue about it. To make matters worse, I didn't do the homework. The teacher was hostile towards me and I lied and said that I had the homework in my locker in the hallway. I distinctively remember feeling like a failure and loser because I was not doing the work. After she walked away, I asked this girl could she allow me to make a copy of the homework so I could do it and turn it in. She said that she would email it to me. I went to the computer room and waited for her email. While I was there, word spread around that this monster was terrorizing the school. I was scared to leave the computer room. I was also the only person in this room and it was in the basement and I was alone in the basement. I was scared that he would find me and kill me. I sat quietly in this room for a long time. I finally got tired of waiting and snuck upstairs and outside where everyone was laughing and talking. I asked this girl where the monster was and she said that he left. I asked her why didn't she come and tell me and she said that she forgot. Then she said that she had the homework for me as if that would make me feel better. That is when I woke up! Isn't that crazy???