It's Kevin's b-day so I flew to Philly to hang out with him this weekend....just hang. Then my friend Kim drove into town to keep me company. She came into town last time I was there which was week before last but only stayed a few hours. But now she can hang out the entire weekend. Kevin, on the other hand, is getting on my nerves. I've been in town for only a few hours and he's blowing my phone up. I think he thinks he's getting some but that ain't gonna happen. The last time was because I needed someone to console me. But now I'm okay...well, I realize that I don't wanna do that to make myself feel better. I am finding other ways to deal with things....like drinking. Kim and I have been drinking since 11am. We have nothing else to do really today so why not get drunk? lol. We're going out to some Jamaican club tonite with Kevin and his friends. I get to get my Philly cheesesteaks this time so I'm so excited!!! Now I know you're wondering if I'm going to contact or see Alfonse and the answer is no. He made it extremely clear to not contact him. It's gonna be hard especially since Kim has been talking about him so much...somebody gag her lol. But he doesn't want to be with me. He doesn't like me anymore so I have to accept that and move on. So I'm signing out until Monday afternoon when I return home to Chicago. I'll update with any interesting news or maybe I'll just wait until Monday to write. See ya! XOXO
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