Depressing Birthday ever!

*sighs* Tuesday was my birthday. Was it a special day? Unfortunately no...it was not a special day. I woke up with this impending dread that my life was not equivalent to nothing. I have not accomplished anything worthwhile. I was severely depressed the entire day. However, all of the FB birthday wishes definitely made me feel better. I spent the morning in jail. Jail? Yep, jail. I'm coming back from taking Candace to the airport and I get pulled over by a racist cop. His reasoning was because my license plate was not attached to the front of my car. Its in my front windshield. So he runs my name and finds that my license was suspended. My license is suspended because I forgot to go to court for not having my insurance card on me. Something real stupid. Anyways he arrests me and was real nasty about it. They tow my car and tell me that its $500 right off the bat to get my car. My car ain't even worth $500 but the stuff in my car is. My dad was telling me that maybe its God's way of telling me to get a new car. He had to bail me out and, of course, I paid him back. But that was all my money since I'm going out of town and paid my bills this month. How am I going to raise over $500 to get my car? I've got to wait until next month. I wish I had a sugar daddy...I'm serious! Anyways, I got the lecture. Since I was already depressed, I snapped out. He didn't wish me a Happy Birthday or anything. I guess him bailing me out was my present? IDK....needless to say the day was not good. I did receive a text from Alfonse. He was the first one to text me Happy Birthday which I really appreciated. It meant a lot. Kevin called me around 10pm and sounded high. We talked and I told him about Alfonse. He was not happy about how he treated me. He said that I defend him too much. Maybe I do but he's not all bad. Kevin said that he doesn't want me seeing Alfonse anymore. He said I can talk to him but I can't see him. I asked him if he was jealous and he said no but he doesn't want him to hurt me anymore. Do you think he will hurt me again? Will I...can I go against Kevin's wishes this weekend? I don't know. I think about the last time and how annoyed Alfonse was. He actually acted like just me touching him annoyed him. I don't know......boo!

My birthday party was so fun. Tanisha, Marquetta, Delilah, Kesha and Tara came out. We went to Buffalo Wild Wings and set the place off. I was dressed up and looking so pretty and they were just dressed like we were kicking it. Anyways, Tanisha and Delilah did their whole routine which had the restaurant crackin' up. I was texting on my phone while they did that. It had been so long since we'd been out so it was awkward at first. And then I wasn't feeling too well. And I felt awkward. But I warmed up and it was fun. After that, we went to this bar to sing karaoke. That was crazy fun. This one guy sang Lionel Ritchie's "Hello(I love you)" and he sound so good. I was so impressed. It was simple and beautiful and then he dedicated it to me. I was so flattered. Tanisha and I did our "Count on Me" routine. We'd been waiting for almost 10 years to do that song lol. Marquetta and I was going to do Grease but it got too late. Delilah did "Kiss" by Prince. I was so jealous! I would have loved to do anything by Prince. We're going to go back again soon.

Sprint is getting on my nerves. For the past two weeks, my phone calls drop or they don't even come thru to my phone. Text messages come hours, even days, later. And when I make a phone call, everything wants to come through and it freezes my phone. And its not just me. Its everyone in this area. I've been calling Sprint and reporting it. Finally they did something. They credited my account $40. I told my brothers and sisters to call and complain so they can get a credit too but they're too lazy or something. I had to go off on one lady. She's telling me that I have an outstanding balance but I can't even use my phone properly. I got a vm from Alfonse. He thinks that I'm not answering his phone calls. And then he said "I'll holla" meaning that he was blowing it or me off. Pierre sent me like 50 text messages during his game and I got them all at one time. I'm so tired of Sprint! Anyways, gotta go enjoy my freedom. XOXO!