Last night was eventful...so much that I don't know how to take this. I don't know if I told you all that Nate is talking to me again. He invited me to his Labor Day Game Party. Normally, I would've gone but after chilling all day, I didn't feel like leaving the house. I was having a private "Angel" marathon party. I was enjoying myself. Around 11 or 12am, I got a text from Eric asking me about rehearsal on Thursday. I told him that I would find someone to help him out 'cause I got class that night. So then he started telling me that he broke up with his girlfriend. I was genuinely sorry to hear that 'cause I liked his girlfriend. She was good for him. So I asked him why they broke up and he said that she said that he wasn't husband material. Dang...that had to sting. She said that he didn't have no qualities that she required for a husband. In a way, it was funny but I didn't tell him. So then the conversation turned Rated R...quickly. I don't even remember how it did that but it was all him. I said that I "f-ed" up" about something and said that I had an untamed mouth. I was going to say a dirty mouth but I thought that was too forward to say lol. But apparently he took it there. He said that he was tired but if I wanted to hang out, we could. Normally I would've used him as a ride to Nate's house and back so I could drink but something about the situation didn't sit well with me. It felt like a late-night booty call so I said that I was cool hanging in the house. After a few more moments, we ended the text session and I went back to ogling at Angel and Spike. After 10 to 15 minutes, he hit me up saying that somethings I said were etched in his mind. I asked him what he was talking about and that's when the cat fell out the bag. He told me that he had a lust problem and everything was about sex. So I told him to take his dirty mind and hands to bed. He comments that his hands are usually sticky instead of dirty. *threw up a bit in my mouth* Ugh...I so didn't need to hear that. Yeah I know everyone does it but some people I don't wanna hear about doing that. So he keeps it up for a while and I play naive and we end the text session again. About 30 minutes later, he texts me to check FB. I was so nervous to see what he wrote. He has a habit of writing things that are outta pocket on my FB page. He put up a post asking people what to do if you are texting a single friend and it turns "unfriendly"...do you end the convo or keep it up? I was so embarrassed even though he didn't name me. So I put my two-cents into it and left to read until I got sleepy. The next day, my FB page was FULL of comments from him, his friends and his ex-girlfriend. Apparently they had been busy all morning and afternoon posting comments after comments about them breaking up. Later that day, he texted me asking me if I drank. It sounded like a set up so I asked him why did he wanna know? And he commented that he wanted to take advantage of me. I was definitely nervous because I know that he has a crush on me and I don't wanna hurt his feelings. So I addressed the flirting and he said that he was just playing 'cause when (YES HE SAID WHEN INSTEAD OF IF) he comes at me, it won't be thru a text and it wouldn't be trying to take advantage of me. Oh my...I'm not interested in him. He's a cool friend but I can't see myself wanting to have sex with him. I'm not turned on by him. Besides...I'm not single and that's where I messed up. I didn't tell him about Kevin 'cause the opportunity never presented itself. If he comes at me again, I will have to tell him. But that threw me. You know that Gary and Tara is trying to push me onto him. Even Auntie Gwen was like "He's cute. He looks like a Bell." Yeah okay #rme#. Neecey is preaching her first sermon at her mom's church tomorrow. I am so excited for her. Its crazy how God uses the messed up people lol. Yeah she deals with issues just like anyone but she has the ability to push past those issues to encourage other people. I admire that. This new class is so time consuming! I'm glad that I bought this website access to the class so I can teach myself before I get to class. Statistics ain't no joke and I gotta get a B for Graduate school. I think I can do it. My GPA is 3.5 thus far. Oh yeah I totally forgot. I hadn't heard from Alfonse since we had that odd argument so I texted him on Friday...yesterday. He responded saying that he was at a football game and said that I was right about everything I wrote on my blog. I had no clue as to what he was talking about. I asked him to explain and he never responded. Then I asked him to hit me up when he got a chance. No response. I am so f-ing tired of this!!! Why ignore? So I took it to tell me that he wanted to go back to our previous agreement in June. Therefore I, again, deleted his information from my phone. This is getting so tired. I have no clue as to what he wants or what he is doing. Blah! So the plans I made for Halloween will have to be cancelled. Anyways, gotta go! XOXO
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