Seduction: A lost form of art

Its been a while since I've posted but I really didn't have anything to post until tonite. I got the loveliest card that said the most profound thing that I've ever heard. I won't copy it but will give the gist of the message. I met this guy named Randall and he was trying to holla at me. I wasn't taking him seriously. We exchanged phone numbers and we went out on Thanksgiving Eve. We hit this blues spot downtown and it was so cool. I was feeling the atmosphere and everything. All that was missing was my liquor and cigarette lol. Anyways, when he picked me up, he gave me a dozen roses (WHAT!?!) and a card attached. I read the card and he said that SEDUCTION WAS A FORM OF ART...NOT EVERYONE CAN DO IT. AND [HE] THINKS THAT THE REASON I HAVEN'T FOUND ANYONE YET IS BECAUSE I HAVEN'T FOUND ANYONE TO PROPERLY SEDUCE ME. AND HE WOULD LIKE TO HAVE THAT CHANCE. I was flattered that he took time to write that. Then it got me to thinking...I haven't had anyone on my level yet. Most niggas are either the "hit-it-and-quit-it" guys or the "too-freeky-for-most." No one takes the time to kiss and caress and admire. They think that's "making love."...how idiotic! So now that I know its not me, I am now taking the vow to hold off until I meet someone who is on my level. What about Randall? While he's good at it and we have fun together, I can't see being with him for the rest of my life. And since that is what I'm looking for, he's gone! We can still hang out and kick it but his chance is gone. He's too...ummm, controlling for me. It was little things like telling me what to drink, eat, wear, where to walk, go and stay. I don't need a daddy...I already got one and he don't even tell me stuff like that. So back to the drawing board.

I am a bit testy because I'm "hormonal" and its been a while. So in a huff, I bought a ticket to Philadelphia...again. I didn't tell you what happened last month...it was ugly. But I'll leave that for another day. So anyways, I bought the ticket and booked the room only to find out that choice #1 is not available. Boo! But its cool. I said I was holding out for someone on my level. Is Kevin on your level? (I heard you Neecey lol) And yeah Kevin is the closest I found that is on my level. He can make a woman shutter just by his voice and a soft touch. Whooo! But Kevin is not "happily-ever-after." But he just might do to relieve my testy "hormones." I was on the train today and was just crying out of frustration. In the words of Fahim....SCREEEEAAM! Yes, Fahim and I are now friends. That man is FINE!!! Just one night.....mmmm mmmmm mmmm lol. Anyways, I'm about to go out with Earl. See ya later. XOXO