I need to blog right now and sort out my emotions. I had one person today tell me that I was being mean. Being mean is never what I intend to do but he isn't the only one who said that about me. Why am I so mean? Selah. I think its not me. Hours later, I'm still fuming. I told myself this year that I wasn't gonna allow anyone to decide my mood but this man has done it today! And I've pinpoint exactly what it is. I just hate random texting. This is what it looks like:
A: Hey what's up? I read that you were coming here. Can I see you? I read that you were sick. I hope you're fine. I'm sick too.
Me: Ummm....ok. I'm not coming there. How'd you figure that out? What's wrong?
20 MINUTES LATER
A: I just got a cold. I miss you so much.
Me: Oh really
20 MINUTES LATER
A: Yep. So when are you coming here?
Me: I don't know yet
A: Okay
END OF TEXT
Why? Really? That was a waste of my time!!! It lets me know what exactly he wants which is a good thing for me so I'm not fooled into thinking that he really cares or anything. And maybe because I'm sick is why it got to me today 'cause usually I take it with a grain of salt but between yesterday and today, I was fed up with that! This is the same man who said "What if I fought for you?" Fight? Him? Please....I'd like to see that. And for what? Ain't nothing changing. I'm going to calm down and blog again later. Peace XOXO
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