Saturday, March 19, 2011

Why in the world am I still up at this hour? I just heard the news about Lil' Wayne. They bumped his bail to $1 million and there are 2 additional charges of rape. It ain't like the family was gonna put any money up but that is so unfortunate. These stories are crazy but they are consistent with his personality. That little nigga is crazy! And because he's not a Bell, I can't say where he got it from. That's my grandmother's side of the family. His grandfather (Uncle George) was my grandmother's brother. And I heard that Uncle George was crazy. I don't know how many kids he has but I know that he had custody of his daughter. And don't nobody wanna take her. Don't nobody wanna even want to talk about it. I know that English knows but I'd rather set myself on fire than ask her anything. Its sad to say but he (and the others) put themselves in this situation to not receive help. And I blame Kathy for all of it. She is the most bitter and trifflin' woman in the land. Next comes English...between English and Erica, there's enough dirt and drama to last the family a lifetime. I stay to myself and don't bother with such foolishness but I wouldn't feel comfortable in reaching out to them because I don't know how they feel. I know that we have issues as a family but we should be able to come together in times like this. They barely told Grandma anything and she raised all of them. I guess I could reach out to Lil' Wayne himself and bypass all the drama....idk. I look at him and still see "Dirty Red"....the little boy who only wanted his father's attention. I still see Lil' Wayne. He looks identical to his dad. My heart really goes out to him. I wish I could counsel him. Rape is usually about anger and rage and power instead of sex. And sometimes it has something to do with the mother. And I don't know too much about he and Isabelle's relationship. It's just hard to really believe that he would have that much rage to laugh at the woman after raping her. I want to hear his side of the story.

Speaking of jailbait cousins...I heard that Quentin was coming home sometime soon. He's got to be my favorite cousin. He was arrested for rape too but it was statutory rape. This fool goes to some redneck state like Montana and videotapes himself having sex with white girls who so happen to be 14 years old. So he got about 20 years I think. He's been in jail for at least 10. And then this fool finds a bride while in jail. I just hope she ain't no old fat white chick. Family reunions and dinners will be awkward lol.

We went to go see The Lincoln Lawyer. It was so good. I was engrossed for the ENTIRE movie....beginning to end. Erika gonna crack, "Ain't that Bobby Brown driving the car?" I could've knocked her out lol.

I finished my Prince paper. I've got one more paper to do but I just don't want to do it. I guess I will bite the bullet on Sunday night and do it. It'll be crazy late but better late than never. Then class restarts on Tuesdays this quad. I know that Earl and Gwen are not gonna believe me. But I've got to take another time-out from choir rehearsal. Well let me get to sleep...I just realized that I hadn't blogged in a minute so I thought that I would write something.

Tomorrow, there is a bday party for Jimmy from Time-Life and Nate invited me. I know his parties don't get going until midnight and I'm not driving so I told him that if I came, I would have to come and leave early. So I am gonna hit the party up around 3pm to help cook and stuff and leave by 7pm. Maybe Candace and I could go see The King's Speech. I most definitely have to do laundry THIS WEEKEND!!! I think I'll wake up early and start on it. I should've been doing that this evening instead of talking on the phone until 4am lol. Or at least doing both but oh well.

Remember those pictures I took last year that I photoshopped in order to put on Facebook? It was over a year ago. Anyways, Earl got to my camera and saw the pictures. I was in lingerie and trying to take sexy pictures for my boyfriend....ex-boyfriend....uh well...my whatever lol. I was overly embarrassed that he saw those pictures. He said that he would blackmail me for those pictures if he got his hands on my camera again. So Tuesday, baby Taylor gets into my purse and pulls the camera out. Earl grabs it and starts looking at the pictures. I pretended not to care and about 1/2 hour later, he calls me into the office and tells me that one of the pictures was a gorgeous picture of me. You couldn't hardly see me but he said that it was basic - my hair wrapped and lipgloss. He said that I look the best when I don't try to make myself up. I was confused because I don't wear alot of makeup so...what is he saying??? But I was flattered that he complimented me. Then he went all through my phone. I don't know what he found or was looking at. I didn't have nothing out of pocket in there except text messages from Alfonse...and they weren't X-rated but it shows that we still talk. But I say all of that to say....my pictures were appreciated. And that Earl does not want me. He gave me a compliment and advice on how I should look in order to find a man. One guy said that my profile pic on Facebook makes me look like a naughty librarian. I think I am gonna find a real bland picture of myself and change it. Maybe one of me digging in my nose lol. Ok ok I'm definitely going to bed now.

But before I go, let me put this bug in this one person's ear....I WOULD LOVE TO GO TO WISCONSIN DELLS FOR THE WEEKEND!!! If I were to take a trip like this, I would probably never complain about time and communication for at least 3 months...or until after big day this summer. I'm just putting it out there. XOXO