Am I bitter?

I was not gonna blog about this but I need to talk and think this out. I was out this evening when I got a text from Nate. He was rambling on about how he wants me and is begging me to come to his birthday party...get this....IN JULY!!!! That's 3 months from now. Then he asks me to call him. I asked him why and he starts begging. Before I could call, he calls me. He is drunk off his ass and is talking about how much he loves me...as a sista and stuff lol. I'm cracking up because he's funny to me. That, however, did not over so well. He goes off on a tangent about how I act like I'm on a pedestal....I act uppity...I make fun of him. At first I was ignoring it but it got to me. Could I actually be an undercover bitter woman? Am I undercover? Am I mean? Do I act like I'm better than other people? I mean...I know that I am angry about some things and I mask it with sarcasm. I know that I can be condescending when I'm upset. I know that sometimes I don't take people seriously. But do I hurt people? And if I do, I am truly sorry. It is never my intention to hurt anyone or make anyone feel less than. God knows that I am not better than no one. He asked me if I had a boyfriend. And when I said no, he asked if it was because I'm so mean. Is that why I can't keep and find a man??? My whole evening was great...in spite of the depressing news from the doctor today. And that phone call really upset me. I don't want to be bitter and mean. I don't wanna hurt people...unless I'm doing it on purpose. Its time to deal with this...and even as I think about it, I am getting all misty lol. Anyways...if anyone has any input, please get at me. I am open to criticism and opinions and such. I love you all! Smooches!