Time moves very fast! It feels like the year just started but here we are in the month of May. Even though I have a lot on my plate right now, I did find time to pack. Thank you all for your help......mwaaaaah! And thank you so much for yesterday. It was exactly what I needed! I had tons of fun in spite of.....well never mind. Thanks! I had a blast. And when we will continue the celebration tomorrow night! By that time, I will be finished with this paper and school until the fall. I expect you all to come visit me this summer!!! Yeah, my schedule will be completely full with work but I can find time for y'all lol. Anyways, let's get to it.
Guess who called me out of the blue last week? Jay. It was so random and y'all know I don't believe in randomness. So what did he want? And that idk...the call was like 5 minutes long. He said that he'd call me back but never did. And he did send me a stoopid text trying to start a rumor lol. That boy is crazy!!! But I do want to know what he wanted. Jay is calculating and intelligent and devious...and I don't think I trust him. But I'd better not let Billy know 'cause you all know how his mind runs lol.
Earl must be so bored with his mom out of town. We hung out last Sunday. We were gonna hang out last Monday but I got busy with homework. So Tuesday, everyone goes out of town so I decide to call off work and take the dogs to the groomer. Of course, I got the wrong groomer and the appointment mixed up. On my way home, Earl calls me. He's like "Where are you?" I'm nervous 'cause he usually don't ask me that so I'm like, "I'm at home...why?" He said that he was in the neighborhood and wanted to go to breakfast. I was like 10 minutes away from home so I was like "Okay we can go." We're still talking and I'm on 159th & Kedzie when he says "Open the door." Huh? He was in front of my house. So I had to 'fess up and tell him that I was on my way home. *SIDE NOTE: I CAN'T WAIT FOR THIS SUSPENSION TO BE OVER!!!* So when I pull up, he's already in the house with Christyn. I thought I would have like an hour or something to get ready. He's there already. I told him that I had to take a shower and get dressed. I had on pajamas. So instead of breakfast, we did.....*drumroll* 2 PIECE TUESDAY! lol Kylana saw my post on facebook and called him saying that she finally ate the food from Sunday. And guess who else hung out with us on Sunday? John...bongo John....so sad that we call him that lol. That man.....smh. He is definitely Todd from "Scrubs" lol. Anyways back to Tuesday....we ate Popeyes and watched television all afternoon. Of course he was working too. I didn't know he generated that much money from his business. I was quickly calculating those numbers and...that's a good business venture. I'm proud of him. Of course this fool brought up some old stuff about Marshaun hitting on him and me telling everybody. I honestly don't remember any of it but he was adamant about the story. So I apologized but told him that I was mad at him during that time period anyways. Of course he brought up prom......as always. We need to take our act on the road....its funny!
Jonathan and Erika are a couple now. I don't know how I feel about that. I love Erika...she's like my sister. I love Jonathan...he's like my brother. But them together? Mmmmmm....idk. I know how Erika is....she moves really fast. And I know how Jonathan is.....he plays the field in a good way. But she seems to have him wrapped around her finger and she isn't allowing him to stop her from living her life so....maybe it'll work out. It seems like Kesha made a love connection lol. First Della and Billy and now Jonathan and Erika. And then I found out about Candace and Eric. He proposed to her. But this idiot is contemplating on what to say. Its her life and she should make decisions that will profit her. So I guess its just me and Kesha still standing huh? So sad.....
Sidney Smith said something to me Sunday that has me thinking. He said that he can tell that I'm hurt and this hurt has been over the years and it is hindering me from being free. Now I know that I can ignore and put things out of my mind but I'm thinking: When and who have I been hurt? If anything has hurt me, it would me, life and circumstances. How can you forgive life and circumstances? I just know that I don't wanna be bitter. I've seen bitter women before and I don't wanna be that way. And I can see how I can turn that way. For example, this guy who is trying to holla at me. He has this pictures posted on facebook of him and this woman. If you got a woman, why you trying to holla at me??? Leave me alone. So I'm being nice but aloof (my speciality lol) and he keeps asking me to send him a picture of me to his phone. For what???? You've seen my pictures on facebook. What do you need it in your phone for? Then he's definitely not on my level. He seems like a street nigga. He's 40 and still posting videos of rap videos. Really? I mean...really? Aren't you too old for that? So with all that being said, am I being mean? He's not getting a picture of me and I don't wanna go out with him. I just don't know how to tell him no. His nails are all long and he's not attractive to me. Now I know that some of youse are saying "Carmen you are nitpicking about the nails" but those nails represent a part of his personality. A nice decent man who is about something would not have long nails. They aren't presentable....ugh. And then you wanna touch me with those nails? Ugh! Who knows what kind of germs are under there???? I'm just saying lol. Anyways, check out the website to see the pictures of this past weekend. TTYL! XOXO
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