Thank you all for your messages and emails and prayers! It has been a rough month but I'm still here and I'm okay. It all started with Danny. He passed away from an aneurysm. It was so sudden. I was in church when I got the text and I was messed up. I went to the hospital to see him and he was in a coma - brain dead. I broke down. I had been meaning to go see him ever since I got back but kept putting it off. So they pulled the plug that Monday afternoon. I left work early to be with the family. I hadn't been on 71st street in so long. After a few hours of being there, I needed to be by myself. Its so depressing to be stuck in that neighborhood. These niggas got to drinking and blowing. One guy got so drunk that he fell down the stairs and broke his leg. I was like "Really?!?" We were trying to figure out how to pay for Danny's funeral. He had life insurance because I was with him when he bought it. But because times are tough all around, it lapsed. He was thinking that he would have time to pay it up. So we all put our money together and paid for it. Its amazing how much money those stickup kids got. We raised nearly $7k just from them. WHERE DO THEY GET THE MONEY FROM?!?!? Anyways, the funeral was packed!!!! I got there kinda late and couldn't find a seat. Guess who was there? Charlie. This fool was actually ushering lol. And he has gray dreads. But that's my boo there lol. I had to go next door because I was crying so hard. I thought about how nice and sweet and smart and caring he was. He was funny too but it was a quiet and dry humor. His smile was infectious and sexy. He made me feel important when I was with him. And I loved messing with him because he couldn't really make eye contact all of the time. And when he did, I would blush and turn away. We had this longstanding game where we would see who would break away from the eye contact first. I would always lose because he had the ability to be intense. Its been almost 3 weeks and I feel a bit better. At first I was crying all of the time. God...I can't imagine losing Earl. Can you believe that loser didn't even make it to the funeral??? Neither did Donny. I don't know what exactly to say that I haven't said already. I'll miss Danny!
Guess what????? I think I've found a house! I've been shopping for one for a minute and Kesha has been rearranging my finances and helping me get my credit together. Nearly everyone is against me moving to Philadelphia but I fell in love with the city. Idk.....the house that I found is niiiiiiiiice. When I go to check it out next month, I will post pictures.
The date is set! I graduate in May of 2012. Its been a long time coming lol. I'm trying not to get excited because that'll jinx it. I probably shouldn't be making plans because that'll be jinxed as well.
Quentin is home! Its been 10 years. The first few weeks, I was so excited that he was home. We talked everyday. Now....he's getting on my nerves with his slick attitude. He's looking for a woman to expand his wardrobe. I don't like that mentality. Its making me lose respect for him as a man. But I love that man lol. He's been sending me pictures like every week of him posing with basketballs, with his shirt off, showing tattoos, and stuff. He wants me to find him a woman but I don't want none of my friends to be subjected to that. Anyways, I'm tired so I'm headed to bed. My mom is in the ICU and I've been doing my job and hers as well. I'm crazy tired. TTYL!
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